Monday, January 15, 2018

unveiling

please rise.

there is no excuse for my absence. so here's an excuse.

coming to terms with what i have done, what i have discovered, and what i will become has been terribly crippling. i've tried time and time again to ignore the unspeakable horrors behind door number one. i know that to continue my journey this door must be opened and the hell beyond it faced, but i keep pathetically pretending that one day they will all just dissolve into the ether from whence they came. but they are eternal. and i know this. while i'm foolish to underestimate them and their supreme power, i have taken humiliating refuge in the equally unspeakable horror of knowing that i will eventually become one of them. discovering the luxury of having a mysterious upper hand in an impossible game of four dimensional chess has made me drunk with shameful procrastination.

upon making this blog all those months ago i immediately felt the urge to delete it, not because i knew it would ensure my sinking deeper into the vile quicksand of this game, but because i was mercilessly nagged by the notion that it may somehow aid the opposing team. however, at this juncture, the knowledge of a divine causality loop maintained by firebrand has empowered me. i've come to the realization that if what i am doing now is indeed wrong, i would surely be stopped and led on the right path. he has this power. i have seen it. i am simultaneously both the rat in the maze and the experimenter. so why fear a game that is actively rigged in my favor? i am effectively invincible. as long as i'm alive. so fuck it. time to play my turn.

after over a year of fearful hesitation i think it's finally time to present milo's corpse to the public. it has taken all of the energy left in me to shake off the shackles of my own design and come back to this forgotten blog. as much as it's a deeply personal account truly meant for me as an aid to my absurd situation, i feel that he would want his story told to everyone. when milo wrote to his diary, he was really writing to all of us. he was shouting into the lonely void of a silent book with no one to hear his cries for most of his life and i feel that somehow, somewhere, putting more eyes on his chronicle will make him feel less alone. either way, i have been documenting his legacy for years and it would be a downright disgrace to stop now.

this is milo's second funeral. a mourning of the living account. what follows is a eulogy in the form of his own diary.

please be seated.

72 comments:

  1. rest in yeet milo
    yeet squad what up its ya boy yeet man here respecting the deaaaad what uuuuuuuuuup

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  2. Rest in peace, Milo...in the meantime, keep on truckin' Noah

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  3. RIP, Milo. This has been a long time coming.

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  4. Rest easy, Milo. See you when we see you.

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  5. We’ve all been waiting.

    You know what you have to do.

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  6. RIP Milo,meet us in the next life

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  7. rest in peace and paradise, milo.

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  8. Rest in peace. What happened to you was unfair, unjust, and mostly out of control. But life isnt fair, just, or controlable. We will see you eventually, as we all will. Rest in peace.

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  9. Milo deserves the rest that he never knew in life.

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  10. Rest In Piece Milo, I know this isn't a real concern or anything, and I know it is impossible for you, but may you have God on your side, and have a great afterlife after this mess

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  11. Rest in Peace, Milo. May this all come to fruition in the end.

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  12. All that can be said in Milo's End is that Death is but an adventure, for you lot more than others, perhaps. May you meet your true end, and may it bring you something you wanted when you were allowed to want real things.

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  13. Rest in peace, Milo. You were loved dearly, and you clearly returned that love.

    Don't give up, Noah. There are others facing the darkness with you; some defending, others upending. Please don't let your side down.

    Hold the line.

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  14. Glad to see this is in motion, hyped about reading the Journal.

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  15. Rest in peace Milo. Your life has ended too soon due to the tyrant of eldritch horrors. May your deeds help others to uproot the evil that has corrupted you, and may the knowledge that your sacrifice has opened many eyes onto what is happening behind this veil bring you peace.

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  16. Rest in peace, Milo. Hope you help noah to overcome the darkness within his future.

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  17. Don't give up, Noah. The future may seem bleak, but keep holding on.

    R. I. P. Milo.

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  18. Rest in peace, Milo. May your final words be a boon to the living.

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  19. Rest in Peace, Milo. I hope for your rest to be final, soon.

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  20. Rest in peace, Milo
    And for you, Noah, stay strong
    We all count on you

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  21. Rest in peace, Milo.
    Good luck, Noah!

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  22. Rest in peace, Milo.
    Good luck, Noah!

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  23. May the long sleep be a pleasant dream for you, milo.

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  24. rip my brotha, hope for many good time in the after-life

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  25. I don't know you, and you don't know me, but your life was precious, and I care. You mean something, Milo, and even in death, you always will. Wherever you are now, may you always know that you are loved.

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  26. RIP Milo
    Good to have you back with us, Noah.

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  27. Rest in peace, Milo
    and good luck, Noah

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  28. I'm very sorry about your cousin, Noah. Rest in peace Milo, your cousin has high hopes that you win this fight almost 8 long years ago. Will you stay there or will you continue?

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  29. Rest in Peace, Milo. Good Luck, Noah.

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  30. Rest in Peace Milo, you did your best in a world designed to bring you down. And even after, you persisted... Noah, we're rooting for you! Take them down!

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  31. Rest in peace, Milo.

    Good luck, Noah.

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  32. yo remember when milo came back from the dead and killed his mom that was cool also R.I.P

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  33. Rest in the great summerland Milo.

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